THIS IS MY 3RD SON. IDOMO OF ETOILE FAMILY.

IDOMO OF ETOILE FAMILY

ROYAL EARL.

but for me.

HE IS my SON.

AND THERES NOTHING TO CHANGE THAT.

simple and yet smart SON.

who likes to be by my side even at times

im not in the mood of being SOCIABLE

i love being with him.

yes i do love him.

because we do have same attitudes which makes

our relationship last long

TO MY SON"

please keep being with me.

coz i love your presence

you make me laugh, smile and even GIVE NAUGHTy jokes

you even appreciate my 

KAKULITAN :]

and this is what i am.

this is me.

even you heard nonsense ideas.

please stay by my side.

IM NOT PLASTIC.

i keep my self  true.

im the FIA whom YOU trust :]

L.O.VE.Y.OU. NAK KO :]

IM BROKEN AND PLEASE FIX IT FAST. VERY FAST. :"[

BROKEN

date : april 12,2011

YES. IM SINGLE AGAIN

but i know.

IM NOT AVAILABLE.

MY HEART STILL BELONGS TO THIS PERSON.

but if this makes HIM HAPPY THEN .ill accept it AND start to MOVE ON

ill accept it. even it hurts SO BAD.

even  after i cried a million tears.

ill DEAL WITH  IT AND BE HAPPY FOR IT.

i will keep my SELF  far for HIM not to be

bothered again by my PRESENCE.

I WILL KEEP MY SELF HAPPY 

EVEN DEEP INSIDE 

IT DO HURTS A LOT

I CAN REPLACE YOU BY ANY OTHER.

but YOU STILL be MY PAST.

whom wounded ME TO WHAT IT EXTENT..

and that would TAKES TIME.

TO HEAL AND FORGET.

and 

ill not be MAD FOR what happen

thou ILL be SO SAD.

and cry my self to sleep

TO GIVE MY AGONY at  REST.

KEEPING THIS SWEET SMILE.

FOR ME TO

 always REMEMBER YOU.

whom firstly MAKE THIS SMILE

WROTE iN MY FACE.

AND TEACH ME TO FADE IT AWAY.

and replace IT WITH a TEAR.

i thankyou for BEING WITH ME.

and atleast BE MINE

FOR A SHORT LONG PERIOD OF TIME.

IM PROUD TO BE YOURS,

and sorry FOR BEING MINE.

i regret TO KNOW YOU.

and THATS THE TRUTH.

if only I CAN BRING BACK THE PAST.

ill choose not to know you.

for you not to BROKE MY HEART

AND MAKE MY happy LIFE SAD,

SO here it is.

THIS IS THE TRUTH.

nilabas ko na sama ng LOOB KO

at yan na yun.,

IM CRYING WHILE typing this down.

SORRY NAGDDRAMA AKO.

PERO ETO AKO.

at eto ang NARARAMADAMAN KO.

I L O V E Y O U S T I L L

BUT 

NOW IM MOVING ON

 :''[

WE DONT BELONG

      TO EACH OTHER

      keep safe.

MIRAE. F. and PHUTO :]

did you notice something?

haha. YOUR RIGHT. we do have TWINS.

we all made it up for FUN,

and so called TRIPS :]]

i love my new cHAR in pico.ameba.net

which i made it look like me.

 i love the way THEY REACT WHEN they see

my character.

ahahaha

. as if. like this. O.O

nyhaha. anyway. thats 

MIRAE. 

THE ONE with the Black hair.

MIRAE.

IS ONE OF THE new men in my LIFE.

not men like BOYFRIENDS.

BUT men like BROTHER.

he was one of those others

who kept me happy

even after "SOMEONE"

LEFT ME. 

HE KEPT THE SMILE ON MY FACE

EVEN MY FACE DO CRY :]

AND ALSO.

mr. PHUTO OF FAO.

we met in AT pigg.ameba.jp

first he CALLS ME mommy???

haha. then i asked? what? who? me?

nyahaha

tas un na. dun ngumpisa LAHAT :]

nagpapasalamat po ako :]

sa ginawa mong pagpapatawa sken

ng umiyak ako :]

isa ka sa mga taong

npaglabasan ko ng sama ng loob

at naiyakan ko :]

im PROUD THAT IVE KNEW YOU.

i promise I WONT FORGET YOU. guys.

im proud to say that im happy :]

after what happen :]

l.o.v.e Y.O.U.

okay?. naguguluhan knba?

bat ako ganito?. cge. eexplain ko sau.

sa susunod na post ko.

ILL POST THE RECENT 

NIGHTMARE OF MY LIFE

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